HOW WE MET.....SWEET MEMORIES!

Looking back in those memories day in 2002 , my one and only best friend Bee sean. I called her Sean. She younger than me, we spent all of our time together. We are just inseperable best friends. I still vividly remember how we met and how we became very close. We met in Maxtor, where we used to worked at the same floor with different department. I was in the cleanroom at MCW whereas Sean, she at AQ non cleanroom.

At that time i was not so serious in doing my job, i just do my job and not bother with others and not even follow procedure till my lead can't control my attitude. My attitude problem is not that grave matter it just that she can't control me. So she decided to transfer me at AQ deparment which only have 4 people, The AQ cell is where i know my friend. When i first came to the AQ, they actually know me because according to my friend, she and the rest always heard about me when i was at MCW. No wonder when i was transfered, the AQ lead sees me like i'm thorn in her flesh. But i just keep it cool. I told myself that i'll make sure that she will slowly change her thinking about me..

As days goes by...They all know me well, a happy go lucky gal. Haha!! I always made their days cheerful, even the lead now looked very happy. As for Sean, whom i know for the first time was quite reserved and quiet gal now became very talkative and knows how to joke around..

Those days was a very happy days in my life, we joke, work, talk, eat, go home, hang out always together. We've been trough thick and thin all this while. She's very nice and kind. Caring towards her friends not stingy, responsible, devoted, trustworthy, reliable, soft spoken, not easily angry, always remember my birthday, patience, loyal, know how to pacify, understanding, generous, friendly, very creative, sacrificing and truthful.. I'm lucky to have such a friend, she's worth to be friend with. Friend like her very rare. Her attitude is likeable for me but dont know for others how they sees in her.

I still remember the time when she say that she was going to quit the job i was so heartbroken, no mood, been thinking a lot what am i going to do without her, coz she always help me in everything when i need her, gave me courage, advise me and motivate me to come to work. She is the reason why i came to work everyday but now goin to left me alone heartbreak. After so much consideration i had to let her go eventhough my heart wouldn't let her go.. I shouldnt be selfish to let her stay for the sake of me, so i willingly her to go..

As time passes by.. it's already 2mths she has left me..indeed that i miss her so much, missed our days together. I couldn't take it and decided to resign. I 've been doing part time job at the same time have classes in the evening. As for sean she worked in Seagate. We have been keep in touch since the day we left Maxtor. She have been working Seagate for 1 years and she hoping that i will get the job.. I was hoping too that i got the job so that we can be together again like we used to be previously in Maxtor..Indeed! i got the job with the help of my religious friend sister. We've been the same team again in Frontend but different cell. She in cell 5, as for me i'm in cell 7. The memories has begun again.

We are liked we used to be always together if same tea break or lunch time. Others were suprised went they see us together, their thinking saying: "why a malay and chinese can be very close to each other" For me i dont care what people say. Coz i dont discriminate people of different races to be so close to me.. If we are fated to be friend forever so this is it. Why must they want to oppressed or prejudiced against those with different races of becoming a good friend. Life is unpredictable. We wont know whom we fated to be friend with or even who our soulmate is..

Back to the story...At that time i was so happy full of joy coz my bestfriend is with me, theres come my sister who actually been working Seagate 2 years also with me and also new comer who is Sean sister called Bee Chai is there too. Four of us have been sitting together it's like a coincidence and unbelievable to me, that i and my sister, sean's and her sister are working in the same place..

As time again passes by ..happiness always come and go unknowingly and only for time being. After being working there for 3 yrs sean again suprised me that she's going to resign due to her mum condition is not feeling well.. At that time her sister bee chai already resigned only worked for 5mths.. I was so heartbreak again how i wished that she won't left me again for second time.. but i still couldn't make her stay coz this is about her mum's health she have to take care of her mum. I'm really pity of her and as i said earlier on she is the type of sacrificing person who cares for others instead of herself. Im not wrong in choosing a friend.. She's worth to be friend with..

After she had left me, i still felt the same way i used to be but this time i try to calm myself, no matter what i have to be strong. Luckily there is my sister whom always sit with me and accompany me. Eventhough my sister is beside me everyday my heart and mind still thinking of her. How is she? how is her mum's health. How's everything.. We still keep in touch with each other

But recently i dont know why we've been drited apart. We've not been msg, call or meet like we used to be..Everthing is not the same again. I never heard any news of her. I try to msg her but seems that she ignoring my msg.. What is she been up to lately? i dare not to call her coz i'm afraid i would disturb her who knows that she's really busy with something. I'm so anxious i want to know what happen to her why is it she's been ignoring my msg.. I do hope that she is fine so is her family..

I try to make myself busy and make myself happy,spent time with family, mingle around and find new friends but not to get into so close coz im afraid that history will repeat again. Yet still i coundn't get over her. eventhough im happy right now.
Coz still now im so worried about her. I try to call her and she pick it up. Indeed that she's not alright due to her mum's condition is getting from bad to worse.. Im really pity of her as her friend i dont know what can i do to help her.. No wonder she have been ignoring my msg because she have to attend her mum condition. I shouldn't have bad feeling or prejudice againts her in a condition like this. How i wishes i could be by her side.

No matter how she needs me i will always there for her. I do hope that life will be better for her. Im looking forward to hear from her soon. Still now even though we've been drifted apart we still keep in touch. Sweet memories always lives in our hearts.
I Miss u Sean!!!