Thorn in my flesh..

I've decided to start a blog again in order to express my feeling through this blog.. kinda funny i think, but What people say; I don't care.. that's Title of my blog. Before this i used to have others website but already cancel account. So right now i just focus and using just one blog only. So this is it....

Well, recently i found that I'm hiding behind the shield of anonymity for the moment, but actually it's something I need. Right now what i need is "Serenity" because that is exactly what I really need. My life as a what i am right now had been quite frustrated, anger, feeling kinda depressed by something that is going on recently and sometimes I don't quite understand why and i hate to admit it, but all the teasing aimed at me and they really stressing me out.

While the jokes are funny initially, I feel so tired of them after listening to them for so many time. Just because I was smiling and laughing, it does not mean I do not mind them. I've dropped a lot of subtle hints about my discomfort, and yet, no one seems to get it. Are people really that dense, that you have to shove things into their faces in order to get the point across?

Have they ever considered how I felt? How would they react if I do the same to them?! This kind of people really "thorn in my flesh" Come on!!!! No one is perfect. Not me, not you, not them, not the people. Don't be so critic and gossip of something that is not true.Give me some space to breathe; it's too suffocating..