Thorn in my flesh..

I've decided to start a blog again in order to express my feeling through this blog.. kinda funny i think, but What people say; I don't care.. that's Title of my blog. Before this i used to have others website but already cancel account. So right now i just focus and using just one blog only. So this is it....

Well, recently i found that I'm hiding behind the shield of anonymity for the moment, but actually it's something I need. Right now what i need is "Serenity" because that is exactly what I really need. My life as a what i am right now had been quite frustrated, anger, feeling kinda depressed by something that is going on recently and sometimes I don't quite understand why and i hate to admit it, but all the teasing aimed at me and they really stressing me out.

While the jokes are funny initially, I feel so tired of them after listening to them for so many time. Just because I was smiling and laughing, it does not mean I do not mind them. I've dropped a lot of subtle hints about my discomfort, and yet, no one seems to get it. Are people really that dense, that you have to shove things into their faces in order to get the point across?

Have they ever considered how I felt? How would they react if I do the same to them?! This kind of people really "thorn in my flesh" Come on!!!! No one is perfect. Not me, not you, not them, not the people. Don't be so critic and gossip of something that is not true.Give me some space to breathe; it's too suffocating..

True friend....

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am with you.
No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won’t make you cry.
Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can’t have them.

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

To the world u may be one person, but to one person u may be world.
Don’t waste ur time on a man or woman, who isn’t willing to waste their time on you.

Maybe God want us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
Don’t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

There’s always going to be people that hurt you, so what you have to do is to keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
Make yourself a better person and know who you are, before you try and know someone else and expect them to know to.
Don’t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER : Whatever happens, Happens for a reason…

TRUE FRIENDS : How many people actually have true friends?
Only those who sincere,understanding and believe in each other
will feel the chemistry.

HARDLY ANYONE I KNOW!! BUT SOME OF US HAVE ALL RIGHT FRIENDS AND GOOD FRIENDS

A friend is never a coincidence in your life, they are meant to enter your life to bring joy and laughter. So I will treasure the friendship between us.

A friend is like a clover, hard to find and lucky to have. Good friend are hard to find, harder to leave and impossible to forget. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friend leave footprints in your heart.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and have the best conversation you ever had.

Good friend are like star you don’t always see them but you know they are always there in your heart.

True friend is seen through the heart, but not seen through the eyes. True friendship never ends. Friends are forever and ever.

It takes a minute to have a crush and have hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you make them feel.

Don't prejudice, oppress and discriminate people like Us...

What do u see when u look at me. Do u see someone limited, or someone free. All some people can do is just look and stare. Simply because they can't see my hair. Others think I am controlled and uneducated. They think that I am limited and un-liberated. They are so thankful that they are not me. Because they would like to remain 'free'.

Well free isn't exactly the word I would've used. Describing women who are cheated on and abused. They think that I do not have opinions or voice. They think that being hooded isn't my choice. They think that the hood makes me look caged. That my husband or dad are totally outraged. All they can do is look at me in fear. And in my eye there is a tear.

Not because I have been stared at or made fun of. But because people are ignoring the One up above. On the day of judgment they will be the fools. Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules. Maybe the guys won't think I am a cutie. But at least I am filled with more inner beauty. See I have declined from being a guy's toy.

Because I won't let myself be controlled by a boy.

Real men are able to appreciate my mind. And aren't busy looking at my behind... Hooded girls are the ones really helping the Muslim cause. The role that we play definitely deserves applause. I will be recognized because I am smart and bright. And because some people are inspired by my sight. The smart ones are attracted by my tranquility. In the back of their mind they wish they were..

We have the strength to do what we think is right. Even if it means putting up a life long fight. You see we are not controlled by a mini skirt and tight shirt. We are given only respect, and never treated like dirt. So you see, we are the ones that are free and liberated. We are not the ones that are sexually terrorized and violated. We are the ones that are free and pure. We're free of STD's that have no cure.

So when people ask you how you feel about the hood. Just sum it up by saying, 'Baby, its all good.....

Note: "Article ni aku terbaca kat one of the blogger, so i would like to share it for those who read this."

Inspiration quote that motivate me..

"When you feel alone and lost Living in a world that seems so rough. There would be no cost. Praying for blessings is enough. For the blessings we receive. Come in the small treasures we look past. Those that fill your heart, I believe Those that will bring you hope at last. Having hope will change your views And will bring happiness to your soul For it's not something you have to lose. It is our ultimate goal. "


" Reach beyond your doubts and fears. Now, grasp hold to your faith where you will find your success!"


"God doesn't come to us directly. We get God's messages through another human being. It depends on us to make use of the messages delivered."